With A Sigh...

Why do I just sit and let my days waste? Why don't I find the motivation to do something? I want to blame the town and give myself the excuse that I just need to leave and maybe, maybe I really do. That's still no excuse not to do anything while I am here, because I am here and there's nothing to come of sitting around but regret. I suppose the day/evening is still relatively young... So I should attempt at something, 'cause as of now all today has consisted of is hours of HGTV and making some funnel cakes. What a combo.
I did watch some YouTube of bands in the studio doing their records and living their dream and mine. It's so inspiring. And just as I'm about to work, really work at it... I get so down and uninspired at the thought of doing this alone. That's not the dream I have or what I want.
So... I suppose I'll try to do something now. Finalize the lyrics for demo II, so I can get out of the studio, 'cause I know the way I forced myself in unprepared has really stressed me out and taken the fun out of what I'm doing. It's not the way I wanted to do it, but it got me to do it. A start is a start, I suppose.

Stay Safe.

_jakoby