Oh So, Uneventful.

After a late night of Batman cartoons, breaking down for no reason and having it hurt my Sidfriend... I finally fell asleep around 4ish this morning. Woke up randomly throughout the night with bad dreams and worse feelings. Wish I knew where that kind of thing came from.
I didn't get out of bed today/yesterday until almost 2. I wasn't tired just didn't feel a reason to get out of bed. One of my new Twitter followers agreed that unless I didn't have anything to do, no reason to get up. It was pretty comforting just to lay and be for awhile. Try and sort some thoughts. Sometimes not having my tv is nice. I still would like to purchase a larger one, But I have no immediate need, so I'm just gonna try and chill awhile on that.
I really would like to get back to saving, but I feel there's so much I want/need. Today I started on a bidding war for a keyboard/midi-controller/powerhouse that I'm absolutely in love with. Would definitely help me in my musical endeavor and the direction I'm headed. Plus, if I'm able to score it from this eBay store that'll save me about $250. Con't complain about that. So, everyone keep your fingers crossed for me and I'll keep you updated and post pictures when I get it. Yeah, I'm that confident :)
Work was reasonbly chill tonight. I was home by 10:30 which RARELY happens. Tomorrow/today is payday and another day off. Looking forward to that and what my day will bring, 'cause come Friday... I'll be holding my Sidfriend again.
What a long week without her it's been. As the Blink letter goes:
"I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now. I'm completely lost without you, Darling. I never realized I could miss any one person so much."
Words couldn't be truer.
I'm also pretty positive that's the first time I've written out or used that word.
So excited for her <3
Now... I think it's time for some reading and sleeping soon thereafter. I don't wanna be in bed all day tomorrow.

Stay safe.

_jakoby