There's Something About...

A kiss.

At the end of the night.
That takes all those doubts you had throughout the evening and erases them.
Because somewhere, and perhaps often, you did something right.

It's... Refreshing and reassuring.
There are so many things in a kiss and the moments surrounding... I can't even get into it, it twists my mind RIGHT up.

And I love it when... A song, my song fits another moment.
Finds another meaning.
Because, in that moment, I have done what I set out to do.
Mean something to someone and make a difference.

TO be that outlet.
Even if that person is me.
No, especially if that person is me, because I'm the hardest the person to please, my worst critic, and the fact that I, for the first time in my life, was completely proud of the music I created, filled a little hole for me and let me know that what I do, will be able to do the same for another.

Last thought of the night... It's so strange, the passing of time, the passing of moments.

The mere thought of time and what it actually is sends my mind into a frenzy, so I'm gonna stay away from that and onto my point.
It is strange, to me, how two, almost complete strangers, can go from awkward silences and hesitant laughs to the complete opposite in a single night.
The mental transition from stranger to friend astounds me.

I don't know how to put it.

I'm just so curious.

And wish to know so much.

Leads to loads of late nights and wandering minds.
There is so much we, and I will never understand.

Even so, I will never stop searching and seeking out everything that I want.

Stay safe.

_jakoby