I'm still not exactly sure what happened.
But, I miss 'em all.
Evan's staying strong though.
God bless that dude.
It's such an empty, shallow feeling still.
It's like breaking up with your other, 3 times over.
'cause that's exactly what happened.
I'd like this all to blow over.
'cause I love the pack and this fucking bites.
But who knows...
According to them, I'm the worst.
And, maybe I am... For some reasons.
But what they're saying I did...
Is just so impossible untrue.
Time will tell.
And, maybe I am... For some reasons.
But what they're saying I did...
Is just so impossible untrue.
Time will tell.
On the bright side, I got some really GOOD news and just about the best invitation ever that same day.
So, hopefully and with all my wishing, this doesn't affect that, because we're all such a close group.
And even the small circles will affect the larger ones.
I'm being so vague.
But, it's in every one's best interest that I be so.
To everyone, I am insanely sorry.
And though you probably won't read this:
I hope you'll know.
So, hopefully and with all my wishing, this doesn't affect that, because we're all such a close group.
And even the small circles will affect the larger ones.
I'm being so vague.
But, it's in every one's best interest that I be so.
To everyone, I am insanely sorry.
And though you probably won't read this:
I hope you'll know.
And that this is killing me.
I feel sick to my stomach and I don't eat.
And though I don't believe in faults, just actions... These were all mine.
This is no pity party, I just wish I could show my sorrow and make something right.
I love you guys.
I know everything happens for a reason, I'm just struggling to find one here.
Stay safe.
_jakoby
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