I just...

Don't have the energy.
And I can't find the reasoning... To say all that I want to say.
I put it out, because I want to reach people.

Because I'd love for them to listen and understand.
I've had some of the deepest, most meaning conversations in the last week.
And... I just wish, so badly. That all of you, that everyone could be a part of all of this.

Of everything we say and everything we think.

It's definitely going to be a Movement.

It's definitely going to change things.

If you want it.

If you allow it.
It's all up to you.

I just want the option there for you.

To hold.

To have.

To understand.

To be able to see in some small way.
Or in the biggest way.

None of this makes sense to anyone but us... But it makes me feel better right now.

A little less pressure, a little less stress.
I don't mean to talk things up so much.

But, they really are there.
They really are on the verge.
I just don't know exactly how to convey it, and push it that last little bit.

We're so close.

And SO far away.
But EVERYTHING is exactly where it should be.
I have a lot of trouble handling that, even though I know it's true.

But, I am still a product of my generation and we want it all and we want it all now.
It will be had.
I just have to keep believing that myself and pushing through everything.
Anything and everything I'll ever want will happen.

This, I know.
This I truly believe.

Stay safe.

_jakoby