By pure...

Lack of interest and number of people here, I always feel like I'm writing to no one or one particular person.
It's a weird empty feeling.
Wish more people wrote.
Anything.

Just write, expression.
They say "Sing like no one's listening", but that really feels so empty.
I have a lot to say and sometimes you just really want people to hear it, or at have the opportunity or... At least know that you're even saying something at all.

Recently, I've been hanging out with a new group of people and... Actually doing something, even if it's nothing at all. It's still something and the best nothing I've ever been a part of.
It's so awesome to just walk into a new group of people and be so immediately accepted.
I mean... I guess it sort of started last Summer, but it seems new now.
Or at least the group has grown for me and my circles have definitely changed.
It's wonderful to have a group of people so comfortable with everyone and everyone gets along.
Sounds so cheesy and cliche, but it's really the simplest, best thing.

When you can just bum over to someone's apartment at 3am, realize there's nothing to do, toss around a few stupid jokes, laugh at the Cosmo's lyin' around and just be comfortable enough to have those around you fall asleep and know you could do the same.
It's simple and it's happiness.
It's new and refreshing and I get lost in the simplest of things, but I wont' even begin to complain.

Stay safe.

_jakoby

P.S. That came out nothing close to what I intended it to be when I started, but oh well.

I'm content with it.