Some Things Just Float Away.

I don't know what I was thinking, but I was thinking wrong.
Still just need to let things go.
I'm great at being optimistic, but terrible at night in my late hour.
I need people. Need to be surrounded. Just need to be distracted.
I'm stressing myself out and I REALLY don't need to be. Especially over something so stupid as money, not to be a braggart, in no way at all, but I have it. So, all the less reason to stress over it.
I really don't know the reason.
I will have it and will continue to have it.
I guess it's just the thought of not having it.
Which again, is unnecessary. In the end, and beginning: It's just money. Pointless, monetary value placed on life.
You decide what your life is worth. What you do with it.
That's not all my stress...
But I really don't know what is.
Just that biting feeling in the back of your head.
The pit of your stomach. That uneasiness...
About to do some music and that will release it for sure.
As will this weekend. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, empty house and a whole day off tomorrow/today.
Gonna go see a man about some tattoos. I'm itching for more ink SO bad, I can hardly stand it, once you taste of ink, you really want more. Addiction? It's really something that gets to you. Your mind and body beg for more, that pure visual control over... You. I dunno how to explain, but it's excellent.
Then I still gotta get my taxes filed, then... then, The day is mine.
Feels so refreshing.
Already my stress is lifting.
A lot of SKS and a lot of playing.
My work on a piano ballad is really coming along.
Doing lyrics and vocals now, a chorus is all I have, but it sounds so good against this piece. To me, anyway.


Stay safe.
Have fun.
Hope.
Love.
Rebirth.


_jakoby